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30 marzo 第三十一日终于，终于过左一个月了。我越发觉得自己挨吾到落去......真是好辛苦......我从来无觉得一个人是完美的，包括自己。但是最近，终于觉得一个追求完美的你，原来是我遇到过的最完美的人...... 其实我又吾是要后悔当初的决定，我也都知道如果无当初的决定，我体吾到感样的你。当是做左一件善事，让左一个甘好的人出来......我吾想知最后边个得到....就甘啦，就甘啦...... 我会好的，我会好的，我会好的.......保佑我，保佑我.......至少，保佑我稳到一份好工......保佑我坚强起来，一定要坚强。嗯，我是坚强的...... 26 marzo The 27th dayIt's obscure for gz tonite, 21 marzo 第二十二日我知道，或者你已经无再来依度，我终于可以放心甘写翻D野...... 当发现原来对你的感觉没有减少，反而增加，开始明白你当初同我讲的野。对于我来说，时间只是令我淡忘你的吾好，渐渐的清晰你的完美形象。 每日一点点对你的思念，一点点的呼吸的痛，似乎令人生有点沉实。有时都觉得自己好变态，居然爱上左感样的心痛。我开始回忆过去了，或者吾是我想的，就如之前讲到，到处都可以勾起我地的回忆，因为我还在这个地方。我开始一点一点甘去想，就好似一点一点的感受翻当初的爱。当蓦然惊醒，原来只是过去，眼睛就会模糊，但是我相信眼泪是可以累积坚强的。 那颗风信子在上次断了之后，我用透明胶补翻，还开过花。当它凋谢后，我把那球花剪了。但是之后，还有一个新的花蕾再开过一球。直到前日又凋谢了，我又剪了。昨天我帮它换了水...... 18 marzo 第十九日有时好多野可能好矛盾，或者就是一个圈。近排常常有好多假象.... 我地因为分开，我地先感悟甘多，学到甘到，知道咩是爱。但是当我地都知道的时候，就已经无办法翻转头。但是如果我地无分开，我地又吾识得去爱，结果又是要分开....... that's life~ 17 marzo The 18th dayI went back to university for handing in something today~ The same bus,the same path to school,the same seat...... just for my own. Only find out, the one who left here is better than the one who stayed in the same place. At least, the memory won't suddenly come out from anywhere at anytime~ 4 years is long enough to mark the memories to everywhere in one city. dehortation: if meet a suitable one, be with at most 2 years, then get married, otherwise, find another one....... 15 marzo 第十六日依两日，你开始无稳我了，我吾知道应该高兴定是应该点样。或者，甚至，你连依度都无来了。或者对于我地来讲，真是好事来噶。只是会想知道，你在个边过得点。你习惯个边的生活未呢，而家是米都开始好忙呢？你是米都中有日日同屋企人视频呢？希望一切如常...... 吾知道你过得点样呢，当你正式放弃，你又会点呢。你是米已经放低左呢，无论个答案是点，我都应该高兴，定是无论是点都吾高兴呢。不过anyway，就让一切一切都感样淡淡地过去了...... 曾经GG话，我吾使担心啦，有个好老公，有份好工·～而家发现吾是了，我之前错过左好多野。不过，我中是希望快D稳到份好工啦.... I believe, my fate is in my hand....... ^0^ 13 marzo The 14th Dayi think i should try to write in english again~~it seems the unique way to keep my written english. Don't wanna talk about that thing any more~~ hope everything runs involuntarily,i begin to believe the fate or say my natural feeling.Just fallow my feeling,i maybe selfish,i must be selfish...... 系主任talked to me these days, besides my dissertation, she considered about my job and career. i told her my idea, i'd like to try the other company first. however,and it's surprised that she talked to me in sincere words and earnest wishes that i should stay in 4A advertising agency,although it must be tough in the early several years. She warned me don't be tempted by the other enterprises. In fact,i'm less assure whether she really considered my career or just wanted some students remain in advertising agency, as most of my classmates join another industries. Suddenly i hate myself, i shouldn't have think a good poffessor who considered me a lot like that. As i'm still confused myself. On earth, what do i want and what should i want. Recently, i heard quite a lot of voices about this, i think i should stop to listen to mine. As said by my Daddy, the first job is very important. I don't want my parents worry me,and even i'd love to do my best. My friends, pls kindly bless me...... thank you very much~ 11 marzo 第十二日琴晚做左D好残忍好残忍的野，林翻转头，自己都接受吾到自己。无论如何，希望你过得好。 本来好想放依首歌上去，但是搞左成朝，都吾得。唯有将歌词放在度，给你发了一封email. 对你，可能我只能说对不起，希望你过得好。你一定要过得好，一定要...... ...... 想想当时那一场的决裂 09 marzo 第十日今日天气好闷热，人也没有那么清爽，甚至有点聒噪......可能是M期将至的关系。 好多野吾想又想，想又吾想。默默的思念，只是一种习惯同享受。这样很好。 今日帮你book左机票翻來，嗯，我应该的。希望你一路走好...... 近排好颓，好多野好多野做......论文啊论文....点解有甘噶野..... 不过多野做是好事，太好了。 最近见翻一D以前的朋友，一D真是久违左噶朋友了。 只是怨恨，内疚，失落，矛盾......很多时候是主调...... 点都好，今日好开心收到Helena的信息，帮我book左票，甘我香港之行就有着落了。好耐无见她，真是有好多好多野想同她讲...... 今次都真是好语无伦次...... 07 marzo 第八日今日是你离开的第八日，感觉有D怪。但是讲吾出，吾知道是莫名的心酸，定是有D无耐同寂寞。我不断甘同自己讲吾好翻转头，一开始一定会吾习惯，慢慢就会好了。我做到了，而且做得好漂亮。 我会有D享受感样自由呼吸的感觉，只是少左D野。或者生活是需要甘，有张有驰，无论边种决定都一定有好有坏。放弃从来都会令人觉得心痛，无论放弃咩野。只是有时中会觉得呼吸困难，或者心痛，只是突然的，瞬间出现，又会好快消失。我相信，一切一切会好起来的......听住歌，会好好多...... 梁静茹-给未来的自己 站在狂风的天台一望无际 阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我 找一个人惺惺相惜 夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海 我不放弃爱的勇气 一天一天一天推翻一天 有一个人惶惶相惜 不管怎样怎样都会受伤 我不放弃爱的勇气 不管怎样怎样都会受伤 02 marzo 第三日你离开的第3天，终于忍吾住要记录D野了。对你的怀念竟然无减却憎。我自己一直一直都做好多好傻好傻的决定，中自以为成熟～生命中是有好多好多野要去珍惜，要去争取～但是有好多好多野在当时做左个决定之后，就无得翻转头。 记忆是真是痛苦的，当时的美好不复存在，伤心的记忆依然伤心。 我吾会否认，除左爸爸，你是我生命中最重要的男人。你都是我唯一会用“爱”作为动词去形容对你的感觉。 我相信，对于大家，我地会在今次长大好多......认认真真投入到自己的前途..... 无论我在边度，都会好似以前感从心去祝福你...... |
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